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The Truest Friends I've Had

by Big Smile

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Too much time reminiscing I don't remember forgetting But it's cool, most days I'm oblivious. Of All the missed experience. Tired and toxic, no good reason Wired or exhausted, nothing in between them. Sleepin hard or hardly sleepin Repeatin. (Pre chorus) But it's so easy learning street names in the city When I'm chased by Authorities, When you say that you're bored of me. (Chorus) And it's so easy being so competitive, Til you're driving off a cliff, To win a staring contest. And it's so easy to spend 6 months sleepin And still wake up jealous of Everyone else's progress. (Verse2) Only the best, I'm not fucking settling for anything less. Only the best. Only the best, I'm not fucking settling for, Sleepin hard or hardly sleepin. Repeatin toxic ways of dealing. (Pre chorus) But it's so easy learning street names in the city When I'm chased by Authorities, When you say that you're bored of me. (Chorus) And it's so easy being so competitive, Til you're driving off a cliff, To win a staring contest. And it's so easy to spend 6 months sleepin And still wake up jealous of Everyone else's progress. (Bridge) You don't gotta be safe, but always come back. You're the truest friends I've had from here to California. You open your home up and smoke up. Woke up older Cried on shoulders Told her I wish time moved slower. You don't hafta to be safe. But please don't learn the hardway. Cause you make... (Repeat pre chorus + chorus)
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All of these state lines And you're still crossing my mind All this moving on And I'm still falling behind I hope I die before I feel any older I spent my life filling in chips on my shoulder I don't stand a chance now I'm doomed feeling small but too heavy And my water's no match for your levee I'm no winner. I can't even drown in the river (Vrs1) Wasting summer days together Stressing out about over the weather in the winter It's all just straight up simple stuff, And I keep fucking everything up. (Prchrs)(Tommy) All this getting high but I still feel so low That's just the way it goes. (Chrs) All of these state lines And you're still crossing my mind All this moving on And I'm still falling behind I hope I die before I feel any older I spent my life filling in chips on my shoulder I don't stand a chance now I'm doomed feeling small but too heavy And my water's no match for your levee I'm no winner. I can't even drown in the river (Bridge) What were your dreams? What did you settle for? You said you settled chasing comfort that you still can't afford. I said 'Give up everything you aren't willing to struggle for.' Couldn't believe I had to say it. Wish I'd have said it with some backbone, I'm pathetic and I know that I'm an asshole. When we regret it, we just say it's in the past so, We Just let it go. ( rpt Chrs) All of these state lines And you're still crossing my mind All this moving on And I'm still falling behind I hope I die before I feel any older I spent my life filling in chips on my shoulder I don't stand a chance now I'm doomed feeling small but too heavy And my water's no match for your levee I'm no winner. I can't even drown in the river
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So fitting You can't get me Past your city Without visiting One of your parties You were having accidentally. Standing room only, All our friends lined up down the hallway. I always told you if you felt lonely, You can call me, We'll come running. (2nd verse) Tar in our lungs, Bars in our Blood. Most times that we hung, We were on one. But that was only part of your life You had such clear eyes when your daughter arrived. Now it's too late too late. If you could see her face, It would motivate But it's too late, its too late (Chorus) How would I know if you didn't mean to? Would I feel sadder or stronger? Your wit and glamour Set the standard Hard to believe you'd been tampered with (Bridge) And Cole says " right before I went away, I was yelling in his face. It's my fault, it's my fault" We dissect everything you said During your last cigarette with Mitchell. And I'm stuck yelling at god, That I think they got it wrong. It's too much, It's fucked up When your daughter yells frantically, "Daddy won't answer me when I call, When I call!" ( repeat Chorus) How would I know if you didn't mean to? Would I feel sadder or stronger? Your wit and glamour Set the standard Hard to believe you'd been tampered with

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released September 8, 2022

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